Dracula (English Edition) 11-13

Count · 发表于 2004-8-3 11:15:35

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chapter xi. letters, etc.- continued.
lucy westenra's diary.

12 september. - how good they all are to me. i quite love that dear dr. van helsing. i wonder why he was so anxious about these flowers. he positively frightened me, he was so fierce. and yet he must have been right, for i feel comfort from them already. somehow, i do not dread being alone to-night, and i can go to sleep without fear. i shall not mind any flapping outside the window. oh, the terrible struggle that i have had against sleep so often of late; the pain of the sleeplessness, or the pain of the fear of sleep, with such unknown horrors as it has for me! how blessed are some people, whose lives have no fears, no dreads; to whom sleep is a blessing that comes nightly, and brings nothing but sweet dreams. well, here i am to-night, hoping for sleep, and lying like ophelia in the play, with "virgin crants and maiden strewments." i never liked garlic before, but to-night it is delightful! there is peace in its smell; i feel sleep coming already. good-night, everybody.

dr. seward's diary.

13 september. - called at the berkeley and found van helsing, as usual, up to time. the carriage ordered from the hotel was waiting. the professor took his bag, which he always brings with him now.
let all be put down exactly. van helsing and i arrived at hillingham at eight o'clock. it was a lovely morning; the bright sunshine and all the fresh feeling of early autumn seemed liked the completion of nature's annual work. the leaves were turning to all kinds of beautiful colours, but had not yet begun to drop from the trees. when we entered we met mrs. westenra coming out of the morning room. she is always an early riser. she greeted us warmly and said:
"you will be glad to know that lucy is better. the dear child is still asleep. i looked into her room and saw her, but did not go in, lest i should disturb her." the professor smiled, and looked quite jubilant. he rubbed his hands together, and said:
"aha! i thought i had diagnosed the case. my treatment is working," to which she answered:
"you must not take all the credit to yourself, doctor lucy's state this morning is due in part to me."
"how do you mean, ma'am?" asked the professor.
"well, i was anxious about the dear child in the night, and went into her room. she was sleeping soundly - so soundly that even my coming did not wake her. but the room was awfully stuffy. there were a lot of those horrible, strong-smelling flowers about everywhere, and she had actually a bunch of them round her neck. i feared that the heavy odour would be too much for the dear child in her weak state, so i took them all away and opened a bit of the window to let in a little fresh air. you will be pleased with her, i am sure."
she moved off into her boudoir, where she usually breakfasted early. as she had spoken, i watched the professor's face, and saw it turn ashen grey. he had been able to retain his self-command whilst the poor lady was present, for he knew her state and how mischievous a shock would be; he actually smiled on her as he held open the door for her to pass into her room. but the instant she had disappeared he pulled me, suddenly and forcibly, into the dining-room and closed the door.
then, for the first time in my life, i saw van helsing break down. he raised his hands over his head in a sort of mute despair, and then beat his palms together in a helpless way; finally he sat down on a chair, and putting his hands before his face, began to sob, with loud, dry sobs that seemed to come from the very racking of his heart. then he raised his arms again, as though appealing to the whole universe. "god! god! god!" he said. "what have we done, what has this poor thing done, that we are so sore beset? is there fate amongst us still, sent down form the pagan world of old, that such things must be, and in such way? this poor mother, all unknowing, and all for the best as she think, does such thing as lose her daughter body and soul; and we must not tell her, we must not even warn her, or she die, and then both die. oh, how we are beset! how are all the powers of the devils against us!" suddenly he jumped to his feet. "come," he said, "come, we must see and act. devils or no devils, or all the devils at once, it matters not; we fight him all the same." he went to the hall-door for his bag; and together we went up to lucy's room.
once again i drew up the blind, whilst van helsing went towards the bed. this time he did not start as he looked on the poor face with the same awful, waxen pallor as before. he wore a look of stern sadness and infinite pity.
"as i expected," he murmured, with that hissing inspiration of his which meant so much. without a word he went and locked the door, and then began to set out on the little table the instruments for yet another operation of transfusion of blood. i had long ago recognised the necessity, and begun to take off my coat, but he stopped me with a warning hand. "no!" he said. "to-day you must operate. i shall provide. you are weakened already." as he spoke he took off his coat and rolled up his shirt-sleeve.
again the operation; again the narcotic; again some return of colour to the ashy cheeks, and the regular breathing of healthy sleep. this time i watched whilst van helsing recruited himself and rested.
presently he took an opportunity of telling mrs. westenra that she must not remove anything from lucy's room without consulting him; that the flowers were of medicinal value, and that the breathing of their odour was a part of the system of cure. then he took over the care of the case himself, saying that he would watch this night and the next and would send me word when to come.
after another hour lucy waked from her sleep, fresh and bright and seemingly not much the worse for her terrible ordeal.
what does it all mean? i am beginning to wonder if my long habit of life amongst the insane is beginning to tell upon my own brain.
lucy westenra's diary. //center
17 september. - four days and nights of peace. i am getting so strong again that i hardly know myself it is as if i had passed through some long nightmare, and had just awakened to see the beautiful sunshine and feel the fresh air of the morning around me. i have a dim half-remembrance of long, anxious times of waiting and fearing; darkness in which there was not even the pain of hope to make present distress more poignant; and then long spell of oblivion, and the rising back to life as a diver coming up through a great press of water. since, however, dr. van helsing has been with me, all this bad dreaming seems to have passed away; the noises that used to frighten me out of my wits- the flapping against the windows, the distant voices which seemed so close to me, the harsh sounds that came form i know not where and commanded me to do i know not what - have all ceased. i go to bed now without any fear of sleep. i do not even try to keep awake. i have grown quite fond of the garlic, and a boxful arrives for me every day from haarlem. to-night dr. van helsing is going away, as he has to be for a day in amsterdam. but i need not be watched; i am well enough to be left alone. thank god for mother's sake, and dear arthur's, and for all our friends who have been so kind! i shall not even feel the change, for last night dr. van helsing slept in his chair a lot of the time. i found him asleep twice when i awoke; but i did not fear to go to sleep again, although the boughs or bats or something flapped almost angrily against the window-panes.

Count · 发表于 2004-8-3 11:18:00

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"the pall mall gazette," 18 september.
the escaped wolf.
perilous adventure of our interviewer.
interview with the keeper in the zoological gardens.

after many inquiries and almost as many refusals, and perpetually using the words "pall mall gazette" as a sort of talisman, i managed to find the keeper of the section of the zoological gardens in which the wolf department is included. thomas bilder lives in one of the cottages in the enclosure behind the elephant-house, and was just sitting down to his tea when i found him. thomas and his wife are hospitable folk, elderly, and without children, and if the specimen i enjoyed of their hospitality be of the average kind, their lives must be pretty comfortable. the keeper would not enter on what he called "business" until the supper was over, and we were all satisfied. then when the table was cleared, and he had lit his pipe, he said:
"now, sir you can go on and arsk me what you want. you'll excoose me refoosin' to talk of perfeshunal subjects afore meals. i gives the wolves and the jackals and the hyenas in all our section their tea afore i begins to arsk them questions."
"how do you mean, ask them questions?" i queried, wishful to get him into a talkative humour.
"'ittin' of them over the 'ead with a pole is one way; scratchin' of their hears is another, when gents as is flush wants a bit of a show-orf to their gals. i don't so much mind the fust- the 'ittin' with a pole afore i chucks in their dinner; but i waits till they've 'ad their sherry and kawfee, so to speak, afore i tries on with the ear-scratchin'. mind you," he added philosophically, "there's a deal of the same nature in us as in them theer animiles. here's you a-comin' and arksin' of me questions about my business, and i that grumpy-like that only for your bloomin' 'arf-quid i'd 'a' seen you blowed fust 'fore i'd answer. not even when you arsked me sarcastic-like if i'd like you to arsk the superintendent if you might arsk me questions. without offense, did i tell yer to go to 'ell?"
"you did."
"an' when you said you'd report me for usin' of obscene language that was 'ittin' me over the ead; but the 'arf-quid made that all right. i weren't a-goin' to fight, so i waited for the food, and did with my 'owl as the wolves, and lions, and tigers does. but, lor' love yer 'art, now that the old 'ooman has stuck a chunk if her tea-cake in me, an' rinsed me out with her bloomin' old teapot, and i've lit hup, you may scratch my ears for all you're worth, and won't git even a growl out of me. drive along with your questions. i know what yer a-comin' at, that 'ere escaped wolf."
"exactly. i want you to give me your view of it. just tell me how it happened; and when i know the facts i'll get you to say what you consider was the cause of it, and how you think the whole affair will end."
"all right, guv'nor. this 'ere is about the 'ole story. that 'ere wolf what we called bersicker was one of three grey ones that come from norway to jamrach's, which we bought off him four year ago. he was a nice well-behaved wolf, that never gave no trouble to talk of. i'm more surprised at 'im for wantin' to get out nor any other animile in the place. but, there, you can't trust wolves no more nor women."
"don't you mind him, sir!" broke in mrs. tom, with a cherry laugh. "'e's got mindin' the animiles so long that blest if he ain't like a old wolf 'isself! but there ain't no 'arm in 'im."
"well, sir, it was about two hours after feedin' yesterday when i first hear my disturbance. i was makin' up a litter in the monkey-house for a young puma which is ill; but when i heard the yelpin' and 'owlin' i kem away straight. there was bersicker a-tearin' like a mad thing at the bars as if he wanted to get out. there wasn't much people about that day, and close at hand was only one man, a tall, thin chap, with a 'ook nose and a pointed beard, with a few white hairs runnin' through it. he had a 'ard, cold look and red eyes, and i took a sort of mislike to him, for it seemed as if it was 'im as they was hirritated at. he 'ad white kid gloves on 'is 'ands, and he pointed out the animiles to me and says: 'keeper, these wolves seem upset at something.'
"'maybe it's you,'says i, for i did not like the airs as he give 'isself. he didn't git angry, as i 'oped he would, but he smiled a kind of insolent smile, with a mouth full of white sharp teeth. 'oh no, they wouldn't like me,' 'e says.
"'ow yes, they would,' says i, a-imitatin' of him. 'they always likes a bone or two to clean their teeth on about tea-time, which you 'as a bagful.'
"well, it was a odd thing, but when the animiles see us a-talkin' they lay down, and when i went over to bersicker he let me stroke his ears same as ever. that there man kem over, and blessed but if he didn't put in his hand and stroke the old wolfs ears too!
"'tyke care,' says i. 'bersicker is quick.'
"'never mind,' he says. 'i'm used to 'em!'
"'are you in the business yourself?' i says, tyking off my 'at, for a man what trades in wolves, anceterer, is a good friend to keeper.
"'no.' says he, 'not exactly in the business, but i 'ave made pets of several.' and with that he lifts his 'at as perlite as a lord, and walks away. old bersicker kep' a-lookin' arter' 'im till 'e was out of sight, and then went and lay down in a corner, and wouldn't come hout the 'ole hevening. well, larst night, so soon as the moon was hup, the wolves here all began a-'owling. there warn't nothing for them to 'owl at. there warn't no one near, except some one that was evidently a-callin' a dog somewheres out back of the gardings in the park road. once or twice i went out to see that all was right, and it was, and then the 'owling stopped. just before twelve o'clock i just took a look round afore turnin' in, an, bust me, but when i kem opposite to old bersicker's cage i see the rails broken and twisted about and the cage empty. and that's all i know for certing."
"did any one else see anything?"
"one of our gard'ners was a-comin' 'ome about that time from a 'armony, when he sees a big grey dog comin' out through the garding 'edges. at least, so he says; but i don't give much for it myself, for if he did 'e never said a word about it to his missis when 'e got 'ome, and it was only after the escape of the wolf was made known, and we had been up all night - a-huntin' of the park for bersicker, that he remembered seein' anything. my own belief was that the 'armony 'ad got into his 'ead."
"now, mr. bilder, can you account in any way for the escape of the wolf?"
"well, sir," he said, with a suspicious sort of modesty, "i think i can; but i don't know as 'ow you'd be satisfied with the theory."
"certainly i shall. if a man like you, who knows the animals from experience, can't hazard a good guess at any rate, who is even to try?"
"well then, sir, i accounts for it this way; it seems to me that 'ere wolf escaped- simply because he wanted to get out."
from the hearty way that both thomas and his wife laughed at the joke i could see that it had done service before, and that the whole explanation was simply an elaborate sell. i couldn't cope in badinage with the worthy thomas, but i thought i knew a surer way to his heart, so i said:
"now, mr. bilder, we'll consider that first half-sovereign worked off, and this brother of his is waiting to be claimed when you've told me what you think will happen."
"right y'are, sir," he said briskly. "ye'll excoose me, i know, for a-chaffin' of ye, but the old woman here winked at me, which was as much as telling me to go on."
"well, i never!" said the old lady.
"my opinion is this: that 'ere wolf is a-'idin' of, somewheres. the gard'ner wot didn't remember said he was a-gallopin' northward faster than a horse could go; but i don't believe him, for, yer see, sir, wolves don't gallop no more nor dogs does, they not bein' built that way. wolves is fine things in a story-book, and i dessay when they gets in packs and does be chivyin' somethin' that's more afeared than they is they can make a devil of a noise and chop it up, whatever it is. but, lor' bless you, in real life a wolf is only a low creature, not half so clever or bold as a good dog; and not half a quarter so much fight in 'im. this one ain't been used to fightin' or even to providin' for hisself, and more like he's somewhere round the park a-'idin' an' a-shiverin' of, and, if he thinks at all, wonderin' where he is to get his breakfast from; or maybe he's got down some area and is an a coal-celler. my eye, won't some cook get a rum start when she sees his green eyes a-shining at her out of the dark! if he can't get food he's bound to look for it, and mayhap he may chance to light on a butcher's shop in time. if he doesn't, and some nursemaid goes a-walkin' orf with a soldier, leavin' of the hinfant in the perambulator- well then i shouldn't be surprised if the census is one babby the less. that's all."
i was handing him the half-sovereign, when something came bobbing up against the window, and mr. bilder's face doubled its natural length with surprise.
"god bless me!" he said. "if there ain't old bersicker come back by 'isself!"
he went to the door and opened it; a most unnecessary proceeding it seemed to me. i have always thought that a wild animal never looks so well as when some obstacle of pronounced durability is between us; a personal experience has intensified rather than diminished that idea.
after all, however, there is nothing like custom, for neither bilder nor his wife thought any more of the wolf than i should of a dog. the animal itself was as peaceful and well-behaved as that father of all picture-wolves- red riding hood's quondam friend, whilst moving her confidence in masquerade.
the whole scene was an unutterable mixture of comedy and pathos. the wicked wolf that for half a day had paralysed london and set all the children in the town shivering in their shoes, was there in a sort of penitent mood, and was received and petted like a sort of vulpine prodigal son. old bilder examined him all over with most tender solicitude, and when he had finished with his penitent said:
"there, i knew the poor old chap would get into some kind of trouble; didn't i say it all along? here's his head all cut and full of broken glass. 'e's been a-gettin' over some bloomin' wall or other. it's a shyme that people are allowed to top their walls with broken bottles. this 'ere's what comes of it. come along, bersicker." he took the wolf and locked him up in a cage, with a piece of meat that satisfied, in quantity at any rate, the elementary conditions of the fatted calf, and went off to report.
i came off, too, to report the only exclusive information that is given to-day regarding the strange escapade at the zoo.

dr. seward's diary.

17 september. - i was engaged after dinner in my study posting up my books, which, through press of other work and the many visits to lucy, had fallen sadly into arrear. suddenly the door was burst open, and in rushed my patient, with his face distorted with passion. i was thunder-struck, for such a thing as a patient getting of his own accord into the superintendent's study is almost unknown. without an instant's pause he made straight at me. he had a dinner-knife in his hand, and, as i saw he was dangerous, i tried to keep the table between us. he was too quick and too strong for me, however; for before i could get my balance he had struck at me and cut my left wrist rather severely. before he could strike again, however, i got in my right, and he was sprawling on his back on the floor. my wrist bled freely, and quite a little pool trickled on to the carpet. i saw that my friend was not intent on further effort, and occupied myself binding up my wrist, keeping a wary eye on the prostrate figure all the time. when the attendants rushed in, and we turned our attention to him, his employment positively sickened me. he was lying on his belly on the floor licking up, like a dog, the blood which had fallen from my wounded wrist. he was easily secured, and, to my surprise, went with the attendants quite placidly, simply repeating over and over again: "the blood is the life! the blood is the life!"
i cannot afford to lose blood just at present: i have lost too much of late for my physical good, and then the prolonged strain of lucy's illness and its horrible phases is telling on me. i am overexcited and weary, and i need rest, rest, rest. happily van helsing has not summoned me, so i need not forego my sleep; to-night i could not well do without it.

Count · 发表于 2004-8-3 11:19:00

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telegram, van helsing, antwerp, to seward, carfax.
(sent to carfax, sussex, as no county given; delivered late by twenty-two hours.)

"17 september. - do not fail to be at hillingham to-night. if not watching all the time, frequently visit and see that flowers are as placed; very important; do not fail. shall be with you as soon as possible after arrival."

dr. seward's diary.

18 september. - just off for train to london. the arrival of van helsing's telegram filled me with dismay. a whole night lost, and i know by bitter experience what may happen in a night. of course it is possible that all may be well, but what may have happened? surely there is some horrible doom hanging over us that every possible accident should thwart us in all we try to do. i shall take this cylinder with me, and then i can complete my entry on lucy's phonograph.

memorandum left by lucy westenra.

17 september. night. - i write this and leave it to be seen, so that no one may by any chance get into trouble through me. this is an exact record of what took place tonight. i feel i am dying of weakness, and have barely strength to write, but it must be done if i die in the doing.
i went to bed as usual, taking care that the flowers were placed as dr. van helsing directed, and soon fell asleep.
i was waked by the flapping at the window, which had begun after that sleep-walking on the cliff at whitby when mina saved me, and which now i know so well. i was not afraid, but i did wish that dr. seward was in the next room- as dr. van helsing said he would be - so that i might have called him. i tried to go to sleep, but could not. then there came to me the old fear of sleep, and i determined to keep awake. perversely sleep would try to come then when i did not want it; so, as i feared to be alone, i opened my door and called out:- is there anybody there?' there was no answer. i was afraid to wake mother, and so closed my door again. then outside in the shrubbery i heard a sort of howl like a dog's, but more fierce and deeper. i went to the window and looked out, but could see nothing, except a big bat, which had evidently been buffeting its wings against the window. so i went back to bed again, but determined not to go to sleep. presently the door opened, and mother looked in; seeing by my moving that i was not asleep, came in, and sat by me. she said to me even more sweetly and softly than her wont:
"i was uneasy about you, darling, and came in to see that you were all right."
the time did not seem long, but very, very awful, till i recovered consciousness again. somewhere near, a passing bell was tolling; the dogs all round the neighborhood were howling; and in our shrubbery, seemingly just outside, a nightingale was singing. i was dazed and stupid with pain and terror and weakness, but the sound of the nightingale seemed like the voice of my dead mother come back to comfort me. the sounds seemed to have awakened the maids, too, for i could hear their bare feet pattering outside my door. i called to them, and they came in, and when they saw what had happened, and what it was that lay over me on the bed, they screamed out. the wind rushed in through the broken window, and the door slammed to. they lifted off the body of my dear mother, and laid her, covered up with a sheet, on the bed after i had got up. they were all so frightened and nervous that i directed them to go to the dining-room and have each a glass of wine. the door flew open for an instant and closed again. the maids shrieked, and then went in a body to the dining-room; and i laid what flowers i had on my dear mother's breast. when they were there i remembered what dr. van helsing had told me, but i didn't like to remove them, and, besides, i would have some of the servants to sit up with me now. i was surprised that the maids did not come back. i called them, but got no answer, so i went to the dining-room to look for them.
my heart sank when i saw what had happened. they all four lay helpless on the floor, breathing heavily. the decanter of sherry was on the table half full, but there was a queer, acrid smell about. i was suspicious, and examined the decanter. it smelt of laudanum, and looking on the sideboard, i found that the bottle which mother's doctor uses for her - oh! did use - was empty. what am i to do? what am i to do? i am back in the room with mother. i cannot leave her, and i am alone, save for the sleeping servants, whom some one has drugged. alone with the dead! i dare not go out, for i can hear the low howl of the wolf through the broken window.
the air seems full of specks, floating and circling in the draught from the window, and the lights burn blue and dim. what am i to do? god shield me from harm this night! i shall hide this paper in my breast, where they shall find it when they come to lay me out. my dear mother gone! it is time that i go too. good-bye, dear arthur, if i should not survive this night. god keep you, dear, and god help me!

Count · 发表于 2004-8-3 11:23:00

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chapter xii.
dr. seward's diary.

18 september - i drove at once to hillingham and arrived early. keeping my cab at the gate, i went up the avenue alone. i knocked gently and rang as quietly as possible, for i feared to disturb lucy or her mother, and hoped to only bring a servant to the door. after a while, finding no response, i knocked and rang again; still no answer. i cursed the laziness of the servants that they should lie abed at such an hour - for it was now ten o'clock - and so rang and knocked again, but more impatiently, but still without response. hitherto i had blamed only the servants, but now a terrible fear began to assail me. was this desolation but another link in the chain of doom which seemed drawing tight around us? was it indeed a house of death to which i had come, too late? i knew that minutes, even seconds, of delay might mean hours of danger to lucy, if she had had again one of those frightful relapses; and i went round the house to try if i could find by chance an entry anywhere.
i could find no means of ingress. every window and door was fastened and locked, and i returned baffled to the porch. as i did so, i heard the rapid pit-pat of a swiftly driven horse's feet. they stopped at the gate, and a few seconds later i met van helsing running up the avenue. when he saw me, he gasped out:
"then it was you, and just arrived. how is she? are we too late? did you not get my telegram?"
i answered as quickly and coherently as i could that i had only got his telegram early in the morning and had not lost a minute in coming here, and that i could not make any one in the house hear me. he paused and raised his hat as he said solemnly:
"then i fear we are too late. god's will be done!" with his usual recuperative energy, he went on: "come. if there be no way open to get in, we must make one. time is all in all to us now."
we went round to the back of the house, where there was a kitchen window. the professor took a small surgical saw from his case, and handing it to me, pointed to the iron bars which guarded the window. i attacked them at once and had very soon cut through three of them. then with a long, thin knife we pushed back the fastening of the sashes and opened the window. i helped the professor in, and followed him. there was no one in the kitchen or in the servants' rooms, which were close at hand. we tried all the rooms as we went along, and in the dining-room, dimly lit by rays of light through the shutters, found four servant-women lying on the floor. there was no need to think them dead, for their stertorous breathing and the acrid smell of laudanum in the room left no doubt as to their condition. van helsing and i looked at each other, and as we moved away he said: "we can attend to them later." then we ascended to lucy's room. for an instant or two we paused at the door to listen, but there was no sound that we could hear. with white faces and trembling hands, we opened the door gently, and entered the room.
how shall i describe what we saw? on the bed lay two women, lucy and her mother. the latter lay farthest in, and she was covered with a white sheet, the edge of which had been blown back by the draught through the broken window, showing the drawn, white face, with a look of terror fixed upon it. by her side lay lucy, with face white and still more drawn. the flowers which had been round her neck we found upon her mother's bosom, and her throat was bare, showing the two little wounds which we had noticed before, but looking horribly white and mangled. without a word the professor bent over the bed, his head almost touching poor lucy's breast; then he gave a quick turn of his head, as of one who listens, and leaping to his feet, he cried out to me:
"it is not yet too late! quick! quick! bring the brandy!"
i flew downstairs and returned with it, taking care to smell and taste it, lest it, too, were drugged like the decanter of sherry which i found on the table. the maids were still breathing, but more restlessly, and i fancied that the narcotic was wearing off. i did not stay to make sure, but returned to van helsing. he rubbed the brandy, as on another occasion, on her lips and gums and on her wrists and the palms of her hands. he said to me:
"i can do this, all that can be at the present. you go wake those maids. flick them in the face with a wet towel, and flick them hard. make them get heat and fire and a warm bath. this poor soul is nearly as cold as that beside her. she will need be heated before we can do anything more."
i went at once, and found little difficulty in waking three of the women. the fourth was only a young girl, and the drug had evidently affected her more strongly, so i lifted her on the sofa and let her sleep. the others were dazed at first, but as remembrance came back to them they cried and sobbed in a hysterical manner. i was stern with them, however, and would not let them talk. i told them that one life was bad enough to lose, and that if they delayed they would sacrifice miss lucy. so, sobbing and crying, they went about their way, half clad as they were, and prepared fire and water. fortunately, the kitchen and boiler fires were still alive, and there was no lack of hot water. we got a bath, and carried lucy out as she was and placed her in it. whilst we were busy chafing her limbs there was a knock at the halldoor. one of the maids ran off, hurried on some more clothes, and opened it. then she returned and whispered to us that there was a gentleman who had come with a message from mr. holmwood. i bade her simply tell him that he must wait, for we could see no one now. she went away with the message, and, engrossed with our work, i clean forgot all about him.
i never saw in all my experience the professor work in such deadly earnest. i knew - as he knew - that it was a stand-up fight with death, and in a pause told him so. he answered me in a way that i did not understand, but with the sternest look that his face could wear:
"if that were all, i would stop here where we are now, and let her fade away into peace, for i see no light in life over her horizon." he went on with his work with, if possible, renewed and more frenzied vigour.
presently we both began to be conscious that the heat was beginning to be of some effect. lucy's heart beat a trine more audibly to the stethoscope, and her lungs had a perceptible movement. van helsing's face almost beamed, and as we lifted her from the bath and rolled her in a hot sheet to dry her he said to me:
"the first gain is ours! check to the king!"
we took lucy into another room, which had by now been prepared, and laid her in bed and forced a few drops of brandy down her throat. i noticed that van helsing tied a soft silk handkerchief round her throat. she was still unconscious, and was quite as bad as, if not worse than, we had ever seen her.
van helsing called in one of the women, and told her to stay with her and not to take her eyes off her till we returned, and then beckoned me out of the room.
"we must consult as to what is to be done," he said as we descended the stairs. in the hall he opened the dining-room door, and we passed in, he closing the door carefully behind him. the shutters had been opened, but the blinds were already down, with that obedience to the etiquette of death which the british woman of the lower classes always rigidly observes. the room was, therefore, dimly dark. it was, however, light enough for our purposes. van helsing's sternness was somewhat relieved by a look of perplexity. he was evidently torturing his mind about something, so i waited for an instant, and he spoke:
"what are we to do now? where are we to turn for help? we must have another transfusion of blood, and that soon, or that poor girl's life won't be worth an hour's purchase. you are exhausted already; i am exhausted too. i fear to trust those women, even if they would have courage to submit. what are we to do for some one who will open his veins for her?"
"what's the matter with me, anyhow?"
the voice came from the sofa across the room, and its tones brought relief and joy to my heart, for they were those of quincey morris. van helsing started angrily at the first sound, but his face softened and a glad look came into his eyes as i cried out: "quincey morris!" and rushed towards him with outstretched hands.
"what brought you here?" i cried as our hands met.
"i guess art is the cause."
he handed me a telegram:
"have not heard from seward for three days, and am terribly anxious. cannot leave. father still in same condition. send me word how lucy is. do not delay. - holmwood."
"i think i came just in the nick of time. you know you have only to tell me what to do."
van helsing strode forward and took his hand, looking him straight in the eyes as he said:
"a brave man's blood is the best thing on this earth when a woman is in trouble. you're a man and no mistake. well, the devil may work against us for all he's worth, but god sends us men when we want them."
once again we went through that ghastly operation. i have not the heart to go through with the details. lucy had got a terrible shock and it told on her more than before, for though plenty of blood went into her veins, her body did not respond to the treatment as well as on the other occasions. her struggle back into life was something frightful to see and hear. however, the action of both heart and lungs improved, and van helsing made a subcutaneous injection of morphia, as before, and with good effect. her faint became a profound slumber. the professor watched whilst i went downstairs with quincey morris, and sent one of the maids to pay off one of the cabmen who were waiting. i left quincey lying down after having a glass of wine, and told the cook to get ready a good breakfast. then a thought struck me, and i went back to the room where lucy now was. when i came softly in, i found van helsing with a sheet or two of note-paper in his hand. he had evidently read it, and was thinking it over as he sat with his hand to his brow. there was a look of grim satisfaction in his face, as of one who has had a doubt solved. he handed me the paper saying only: "it dropped from lucy's breast when we carried her to the bath."
when i had read it, i stood looking at the professor, and after a pause asked him: "in god's name, what does it all mean?" was she, or is she, mad; or what sort of horrible danger is it? i was so bewildered that i did not know what to say more. van helsing put out his hand and took the paper, saying:
"do not trouble about it now. forget it for the present. you shall know and understand it all in good time; but it will be later. and now what is it that you came to say?" this brought me back to fact, and i was all myself again.
"i came to speak about the certificate of death. if we do not act properly and wisely, there may be an inquest, and that paper would have to be produced. i am in hopes that we need have no inquest, for if we had it would surely kill poor lucy, if nothing else did. i know, and you know, and the other doctor who attended her knows, that mrs. westenra had disease of the heart, and we can certify that she died of it. let us fill up the certificate at once, and i shall take it myself to the registrar and go on to the undertaker."
"good, oh my friend john! well thought of! truly miss lucy, if she be sad in the foes that beset her, is at least happy in the friends that love her. one, two, three, all open their veins for her, besides one old man. ah yes, i know, friend john; i am not blind! i love you all the more for it! now go."
in the hall i met quincey morris, with a telegram for arthur telling him that mrs. westenra was dead; that lucy also had been ill, but was now going on better; and that van helsing and i were with her. i told him where i was going, and he hurried me out, but as i was going said:
"when you come back, jack, may i have two words with you all to ourselves?" i nodded in reply and went out. i found no difficulty about the registration, and arranged with the local undertaker to come up in the evening to measure for the coffin and to make arrangements.
when i got back quincey was waiting for me. i told him i would see him as soon as i knew about lucy, and went up to her room. she was still sleeping, and the professor seemingly had not moved from his seat at her side. from his putting his finger to his lips, i gathered that he expected her to wake before long and was afraid of forestalling nature. so i went down to quincey and took him into the breakfast-room, where the blinds were not drawn down, and which was a little more cheerful, or rather less cheerless, than the other rooms. when we were alone, he said to me:
"jack seward, i don't want to shove myself in anywhere where i've no right to be; but this is no ordinary case. you know i loved that girl and wanted to marry her; but, although that's all past and gone, i can't help feeling anxious about her all the same. what is it that's wrong with her? the dutchman - and a fine old fellow he is; i can see that - said, that time you two came into the room, that you must have another transfusion of blood, and that both you and he were exhausted. now i know well that you medical men speak in camera, and that a man must not expect to know what they consult about in private. but this is no common matter, and, whatever it is, i have done my part. is not that so?"
"that's so," i said, and he went on:
"i take it that both you and van helsing had done already what i did to-day. is not that so?"
"that's so."
"and i guess art was in it too. when i saw him four days ago down at his own place he looked queer. i have not seen anything pulled down so quick since i was on the pampas and had a mare that i was fond of go to grass all in a night. one of those big bats that they call vampires had got at her in the night, and, what with his gorge and the vein left open, there wasn't enough blood in her to let her stand up, and i had to put a bullet through her as she lay. jack, if you may tell me right to be; but this is no ordinary case. you know i loved that girl and wanted to marry her; but, although that's all past and gone, i can't help feeling anxious about her all the same. what is it that's wrong with her? the dutchman - and a fine old fellow he is; i can see that - said, that time you two came into the room, that you must have another transfusion of blood, and that both you and he were exhausted. now i know well that you medical men speak in camera, and that a man must not expect to know what they consult about in private. but this is no common matter, and, whatever it is, i have done my part. is not that so?"
"that's so," i said, and he went on:
"i take it that both you and van helsing had done already what i did to-day. is not that so?"
"that's so."
"and i guess art was in it too. when i saw him four days ago down at his own place he looked queer. i have not seen anything pulled down so quick since i was on the pampas and had a mare that i was fond of go to grass all in a night. one of those big bats that they call vampires had got at her in the night, and, what with his gorge and the vein left open, there wasn't enough blood in her to let her stand up, and i had to put a bullet through her as she lay. jack, if you may tell me without betraying confidence, arthur was the first; is not that so?" as he spoke the poor fellow looked terribly anxious. he was in a torture of suspense regarding the woman he loved, and his utter ignorance of the terrible mystery which seemed to surround her intensified his pain. his very heart was bleeding, and it took all the manhood of him - and there was a royal lot of it, too - to keep him from breaking down. i paused before answering, for i felt that i must not betray anything which the professor wished kept secret; but already he knew so much, and guessed so much, that there could be no reason for not answering, so i answered in the same phrase: "that's so."
"and how long has this been going on?"
"about ten days."

Count · 发表于 2004-8-3 11:25:00

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"ten days! then i guess, jack seward, that that poor pretty creature that we all love has had put into her veins within that time the blood of four strong men. man alive, her whole body wouldn't hold it." then, coming close to me, he spoke in a fierce half-whisper: "what took it out?"
i shook my head. "that," i said, "is the crux. van helsing is simply frantic about it, and i am at my wits' end. i can't even hazard a guess. there has been a series of little circumstances which have thrown out all our calculations as to lucy being properly watched. but these shall not occur again. here we stay until all be well - or ill." quincey held out his hand. " count me in," he said. "you and the dutchman will tell me what to do, and i'll do it."
when she woke late in the afternoon, lucy's first movement was to feel in her breast, and, to my surprise, produced the paper which van helsing had given me to read. the careful professor had replaced it where it had come from, lest on waking she should be alarmed. her eye then lit on van helsing and on me too, and gladdened. then she looked around the room, and seeing where she was, shuddered; she gave a loud cry, and put her poor thin hands before her pale face. we both understood what that meant - that she had realised to the full her mother's death; so we tried what we could to comfort her. doubtless sympathy eased her somewhat, but she was very low in thought and spirit, and wept silently and weakly for a long time. we told her that either or both of us would now remain with her all the time, and that seemed to comfort her. towards dusk she fell into a doze. here a very odd thing occurred. whilst still asleep she took the paper from her breast and tore it in two. van helsing stepped over and took the pieces from her. all the same, however, she went on with the action of tearing, as though the material were still in her hands; finally she lifted her hands and opened them as though scattering the fragments. van helsing seemed surprised, and his brows gathered as if in thought, but he said nothing.
19 september. - all last night she slept fitfully, being always afraid to sleep, and something weaker when she woke from it. the professor and i took it in turns to watch, and we never left her for a moment unattended. quincey morris said nothing about his intention, but i knew that all night long he patrolled round and round the house.
when the day came, its searching light showed the ravages in poor lucy's strength. she was hardly able to turn her head, and the little nourishment which she could take seemed to do her no good. at times she slept, and both van helsing and i noticed the difference in her, between sleeping and waking. whilst asleep she looked stronger, although more haggard, and her breathing was softer; her open mouth showed the pale gums drawn back from the teeth, which thus looked positively longer and sharper than usual; when she woke the softness of her eyes evidently changed the expression, for she looked her own self, although a dying one. in the afternoon she asked for arthur, and we telegraphed for him. quincey went off to meet him at the station.
when he arrived it was nearly six o'clock, and the sun was setting full and warm, and the red light streamed in through the window and gave more colour to the pale cheeks. when he saw her, arthur was simply chocking with emotion, and none of us could speak. in the hours that had passed, the fits of sleep, or the comatose condition that passed for it, had grown more frequent, so that the pauses when conversation was possible were shortened. arthur's presence, however, seemed to act as a stimulant; she rallied a little, and spoke to him more brightly than she had done since we arrived. he too pulled himself together, and spoke as cheerily as he could, so that the best was made of everything.
it was now nearly one o'clock, and he and van helsing are sitting with her. i am to relieve them in a quarter of an hour, and i am entering this on lucy's phonograph. until six o'clock they are to try to rest. i fear that to-morrow will end our watching, for the shock has been too great; the poor child cannot rally. god help us all.

letter, mina harker to lucy westenra.
(unopened by her.)

"17 september.

"my dearest lucy,
"it seems an age since i heard from you, or indeed since i wrote. you will pardon me, i know, for all my faults when you have read all my budget of news. well i got my husband back all right; when we arrived at exeter there was a carriage waiting for us, and in it, though he had an attack of gout, mr. hawkins. he took us to his house, where there were rooms for us all nice and comfortable, and we dined together. after dinner mr. hawkins said:
"'my dears, i want to drink your health and prosperity; and may every blessing attend you both. i know you both from children, and have, with love and pride, seen you grow up. now i want you to make your home here with me. i have left to me neither chick nor child; all are gone, and in my will i have left you everything.' i cried, lucy dear, as jonathan and the old man clasped hands. our evening was a very, very happy one.
"so here we are, installed in this beautiful old house, and from both my bedroom and the drawing-room i can see the great elms of the cathedral close, with their great black stems standing our against the old yellow stone of the cathedral and i can hear the rooks overhead cawing and cawing and flattering and gossiping all day, after the manner of rooks - and humans. i am busy, i need not tell you, arranging things and housekeeping. jonathan and mr. hawkins are busy all day; for, now that jonathan is a partner, mr. hawkins wants to tell him all about the clients.
"how is your dear mother getting on? i wash i could run up to town for a day or two to see you, dear, but i dare not go yet, with so much on my shoulders; and jonathan wants looking after still. he is beginning to put some flesh on his bones again, but he was terribly weakened by the long illness; even now he sometimes starts out of his sleep in a sudden way and awakes all trembling until i can coax him back to his usual placidity. however, thank god, these occasions grow less frequent as the days go on, and they will in time pass away altogether, i trust and now i have told you my news, let me ask yours. when are you to be married, and where, and who is to perform the ceremony, and what are you to wear, and is it to be a public or a private wedding? tell me all about it, dear; tell me all about everything, for there is nothing which interests you which will not be dear to me. jonathan asks me to send his 'respectful duty,' but i do not think that is good enough from the junior partner of the important firm hawkins & harker; and so, as you love me, and he loves me, and i love you with all the moods and tenses of the verb, i send you simply his 'love' instead. good-bye, my dearest lucy, and all blessings on you.

"yours,
"mina harker."

Count · 发表于 2004-8-3 11:29:00

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report from patrick hennessey, m.d., m.r.c.s.l.k. q.c.p.i., etc., etc., to john seward, m.d.

"20 september.

"my dear sir,
"the two carriers were at first loud in their threats of actions for damages, and promised to rain all the penalties of the law on us. their threats were, however, mingled with some sort of indirect apology for the defeat of the two of them by a feeble madman. they said that if it had not been for the way their strength had been spent in carrying and raising the heavy boxes to the cart they would have made short work of him. they gave as another reason for their defeat the extraordinary state of drouth to which they had been reduced by the dusty nature of their occupation and the reprehensible distance from the scene of their labours of any place of public entertainment. i quite understood their drift, and after a stiff glass of grog, or rather more of the same, and with each a sovereign in hand, they made light of the attack, and swore that they would encounter a worse madman any day for the pleasure of meeting so 'bloomin' good a bloke' as your correspondent. i took their names and addresses, in case they might be needed. they are as follows: jack smollet, of dudding's rents, king george's road, great walworth, and thomas snelling, peter farley's row, guide court, bethnal green. they are both in the employment of harris & sons, moving and shipment company, orange master's yard, soho.
"i shall report to you any matter of interest occurring here, and shall wire you at once if there is anything of importance.

"believe me, dear sir,
"yours faithfully,
"patrick hennessey."

letter, mina harker to lucy westenra.
(unopened by her.)

"18 september.

"my dearest lucy,
"such a sad blow has befallen us. mr. hawkins has died very suddenly. some may not think it so sad for us, but we had both come to so love him that it really seems as though we had lost a father. i never knew either father or mother, so that the dear old man's death is a real blow to me. jonathan is greatly distressed. it is not only that he feels sorrow, deep sorrow, for the dear, good man who has be-friended him all his life, and now at the end has treated him like his own son and left him a fortune which to people of our modest bringing up is wealth beyond the dream of avarice, but jonathan feels it on another account. he says the amount of responsibility which it puts upon him makes him nervous. he begins to doubt himself. i try to cheer him up, and my belief in him helps him to have a belief in himself. but it is here that the grave shock that he experienced tells upon him the most. oh, it is too hard that a sweet, simple, noble, strong nature such as his - a nature which enabled him by our dear, good friend's aid to rise from clerk to master in a few years - should be so injured that the very essence of its strength is gone. forgive me, dear, if i worry you with my troubles in the midst of your own happiness; but, lucy dear, i must tell some one, for the strain of keeping up a brave and cheerful appearance to jonathan tries me, and i have no one here that i can confide in. i dread coming up to london, as we must do the day after to-morrow; for poor mr. hawkins left in his will that he was to be buried in the grave with his father. as there are no relations at all, jonathan will have to be chief mourner. i shall try to run over to see you, dearest, if only for a few minutes. forgive me for troubling you. with all blessings,

"your loving
"mina harker."

Count · 发表于 2004-8-3 11:32:00

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dr. seward's diary.

20 september. - only resolution and habit can let me make an entry to-night. i am too miserable, too low-spirited, too sick of the world and all in it, including life itself that i would not care if i heard this moment the flapping of the wings of the angel of death. and he has been flapping those grim wings to some purpose of late - lucy's mother and arthur's father, and now... let me get on with my work.
i duly relieved van helsing in his watch over lucy. we wanted arthur to go to rest also, but he refused at first. it was only when i told him that we should want him to help us during the day, and that we must not all break down for want of rest, lest lucy should suffer, that he agreed to go. van helsing was very kind to him. "come, my child," he said; "come with me. you are sick and weak, and have had much sorrow and much mental pain, as well as that tax on your strength that we know of. you must not be alone; for to be alone is to be full of fears and alarms. come to the drawing-room, where there is a big fire, and there are two sofas. you shall lie on one, and i on the other, and our sympathy will be comfort to each other, even though we do not speak, and even if we sleep." arthur went off with him, casting back a longing look on lucy's face, which lay on her pillow, almost whiter than the lawn. she lay quite still and i looked round the room to see that all was as it should be. i could see that the professor had carried out in this room, as in the other, his purpose of using the garlic; the whole of the window-sashes reeked with it, and round lucy's neck, over the silk handkerchief which van helsing made her keep on, was a rough chaplet of the same odorous flowers. lucy was breathing somewhat stertorously, and her face was at its worst, for the open mouth showed the pale gums. her teeth, in the dim, uncertain light, seemed longer and sharper than they had been in the morning. in particular, by some trick of the light, the canine teeth looked longer and sharper than the rest. i sat down by her, and presently she moved uneasily. at the same moment there came a sort of dull flapping or buffeting at the window. i went over to it softly, and peeped out by the corner of the blind. there was a full moonlight, and i could see that the noise was made by a great bat, which wheeled round - doubtless attracted by the light, although so dim - and every now and again struck the window with its wings. when i came back to my seat i found that lucy had moved slightly, and had torn away the garlic flowers from her throat. i replaced them as well as i could, and sat watching her.
presently she woke, and i gave her food, as van helsing had prescribed. she took but a little, and that languidly. there did not seem to be with her now the unconscious struggle for life and strength that had hitherto so marked her illness. it struck me as curious that the moment she became conscious she pressed the garlic flowers close to her. it was certainly odd that whenever she got into that lethargic state, with the stertorous breathing, she put the flowers from her; but that when she waked she clutched them close. there was no possibility of making any mistake about this, for in the long hours that followed, she had many spells of sleeping and waking and repeated both actions many times.
at six o'clock van helsing came to relieve me. arthur had then fallen into a doze, and he mercifully let him sleep on. when he saw lucy's face i could hear the hissing in-draw of his breath, and he said to me in a sharp whisper: "draw up the blind; i want light!" then he bent down, and, with his face almost touching lucy's, examined her carefully. he removed the flowers and lifted the silk handkerchief from her throat. as he did so he started back, and i could hear his ejaculation, "mein gott!" as it was smothered in his throat. i bent over and looked too, and as i noticed some queer chill came over me.
the wounds on the throat had absolutely disappeared.
for fully five minutes van helsing stood looking at her, with his face at its sternest. then he turned to me and said calmly:
"she is dying. it will not be long now. it will be much difference, mark me, whether she dies conscious or in her sleep. wake that poor boy, and let him come and see the last; he trusts us, and we have promised him."
i went to the dining-room and waked him. he was dazed for a moment, but when he saw the sunlight streaming in through the edges of the shutters he thought he was late, and expressed his fear. i assured him that lucy was still asleep, but told him as gently as i could that both van helsing and i feared that the end was near. he covered his face with his hands, and slid down on his knees by the sofa, where he remained, perhaps a minute, with his head buried, praying, whilst his shoulders shook with grief. i took him by the hand and raised him up. "come," i said, "my dear old fellow, summon all your fortitude; it will be best and easiest for her."
when we came into lucy's room i could see that van helsing had, with his usual forethought, been putting matters straight and making everything look as pleasing as possible. he had even brushed lucy's hair, so that it lay on the pillow in its usual sunny ripples. when we came into the room she opened her eyes, and seeing him, whispered softly:
"arthur! oh, my love, i am so glad you have come!" he was stooping to kiss her, when van helsing motioned him back. "no," he whispered, "not yet! hold her hand; it will comfort her more."
so arthur took her hand and knelt beside her, and she looked her best, with all the soft lines matching the angelic beauty of her eyes. then gradually her eyes closed, and she sank to sleep. for a little bit her breast heaved softly, and her breath came and went like a tired child's.
and then insensibly there came the strange change which i had noticed in the night. her breathing grew stertorous, the mouth opened, and the pale gums, drawn back, made the teeth look longer and sharper than ever. in a sort of sleep-waking, vague, unconscious way she opened her eyes, which were now dull and hard at once, and said in a soft, voluptuous voice, such as i had never heard from her lips:
"not for your life!" he said; "not for your living soul and hers!" and he stood between them like a lion at bay.
arthur was so taken aback that he did not for a moment know what to do or say; and before any impulse of violence, could seize him he realised the place and the occasion, and stood silent, waiting.
i kept my eyes fixed on lucy, as did van helsing, and we saw a spasm as of rage flit like a shadow over her face; the sharp teeth champed together. then her eyes closed, and she breathed heavily.
very shortly after she opened her eyes in all their softness, and putting out her poor, pale, thin hand, took van helsing's great brown one; drawing it to her, she kissed it "my true friend," she said, in a faint voice, but with untellable pathos, "my true friend, and his! oh, guard him, and give me peace!"
"i swear it!" said he solemnly, kneeling beside her and holding up his hand, as one who registers an oath. then he turned to arthur, and said to him: "come, my child, take her hand in yours, and kiss her on the forehead, and only once."
their eyes met instead of their lips; and so they parted.
lucy's eyes closed; and van helsing, who had been watching closely, took arthur's arm, and drew him away.
and then lucy's breathing became stertorous again, and all at once it ceased.
"it is all over," said van helsing. "she is dead!"
i took arthur by the arm, and led him away to the drawing-room, where he sat down, and covered his face with his hands, sobbing in a way that nearly broke me down to see.
i went back to the room, and found van helsing looking at poor lucy, and his face was sterner than ever. some change had come over her body. death had given back part of her beauty, for her brow and cheeks had recovered some of their flowing lines; even the lips had lost their deadly pallor. it was as if the blood, no longer needed for the working of the heart, had gone to make the harshness of death as little rude as might be.

"we thought her dying whilst she slept,
and sleeping when she died."

i stood beside van helsing, and said:
"ah well, poor girl, there is peace for her at last. it is the end!"
he turned to me, and said with grave solemnity:
"not so; alas! not so. it is only the beginning!"
when i asked him what he meant, he only shook his head and answered:
"we can do nothing as yet. wait and see."

Count · 发表于 2004-8-3 11:36:00

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chapter xiii.
dr. seward's diary.

the funeral was arranged for the next succeeding day, so that lucy and her mother might be buried together. i attended to all the ghastly formalities, and the urbane undertaker proved that his staff were afflicted - or blessed - with something of his own obsequious suavity. even the woman who performed the last offices for the dead remarked to me, in a confidential, brother-professional way, when she had come out from the death-chamber:
"she makes a very beautiful corpse, sir. it's quite a privilege to attend on her. it's not too much to say that she will do credit to our establishment!"
i noticed that van helsing never kept far away. this was possible from the disordered state of things in the household. there were no relatives at hand; and as arthur had to be back the next day to attend at his father's funeral, we were unable to notify any one who should have been bidden. under the circumstances, van helsing and i took it upon ourselves to examine papers, etc. he insisted upon looking over lucy's papers himself. i asked him why, for i feared that he, being a foreigner, might not be quite aware of english legal requirements, and so might in ignorance make some unnecessary trouble. he answered me:
"i know; i know. you forget that i am a lawyer as well as a doctor. but this is not altogether for the law. you knew that, when you avoided the coroner. i have more than him to avoid. there may be papers more - such as this."
as he spoke he took from his pocket-book the memorandum which had been in lucy's breast, and which she had torn in her sleep.
"when you find anything of the solicitor who is for the late mrs. westenra, seal all her papers, and write him tonight. for me, i watch here in the room and in miss lucy's old room all night, and i myself search for what may be. it is not well that her very thoughts go into the hands of strangers."
i went on with my part of the work, and in another half hour had found the name and address of mrs. westenra's solicitor and had written to him. all the poor lady's papers were in order; explicit directions regarding the place of burial were given. i had hardly sealed the letter, when, to my surprise, van helsing walked into the room, saying:
"can i help you, friend john? i am free, and if i may, my service is to you."
"have you got what you looked for?" i asked, to which he replied:
"i did not look for any specific thing. i only hoped to find, and find i have, all that there was- only some letters and a few memoranda, and a diary new begun. but i have them here, and we shall for the present say nothing of them. i shall see that poor lad to-morrow evening, and, with his sanction, i shall use some."
when we had finished the work in hand, he said to me:
"and now, friend john, i think we may to bed. we want sleep, both you and i, and rest to recuperate. to-morrow we shall have much to do, but for the to-night there is no need of us. alas!"
before turning in we went to look at poor lucy. the undertaker had certainly done his work well, for the room was turned into a small chapelle ardente. there was a wilderness of beautiful white flowers, and death was made as little repulsive as might be. the end of the winding-sheet was laid over the face; when the professor bent over and turned it gently back, we both started at the beauty before us, the tall wax candies showing a sufficient light to note it well. all lucy's loveliness had come back to her in death, and the hours that had passed, instead of leaving traces of "decay's effacing fingers," had but restored the beauty of life, till positively i could not believe my eyes that i was looking at a corpse.
the professor looked sternly grave. he had not loved her as i had, and there was no need for tears in his eyes. he said to me: "remain till i return," and left the room. he came back with a handful of wild garlic from the box waiting in the hall, but which had not been opened, and placed the flowers amongst the others on and around the bed. then he took from his neck, inside his collar, a little gold crucifix, and placed it over the mouth. he restored the sheet to its place, and we came away.
i was undressing in my own room, when, with a premonitory tap at the door, he entered, and at once began to speak:
"to-morrow i want you to bring me, before night, a set of post-mortem knives."
"must we make an autopsy?" i asked.
"yes and no. i want to operate, but not as you think. let me tell you now, but not a word to another. i want to cut off her head and take out her heart. ah! you a surgeon, and so shocked! you, whom i have seen with no tremble of hand or heart, do operations of life and death that make the rest shudder. oh, but i must not forget, my dear friend john, that you loved her; and i have not forgotten it, for it is i that shall operate, and you must only help. i would like to do it to-night, but for arthur i must not; he will be free after his father's funeral to-morrow, and he will want to see her - to see it. then, when she is coffined ready for the next day, you and i shall come when all sleep. we shall unscrew the coffin-lid, and shall do our operation; and then replace all, so that none know, save we alone."
"but why do it at all? the girl is dead. why mutilate her poor body without need? and if there is no necessity for a post-mortem and nothing to gain by it- no good to her, to us, to science, to human knowledge - why do it? without such it is monstrous."
for answer he put his hand on my shoulder, and said, with infinite tenderness:
"friend john, i pity your poor bleeding heart; and i love you the more because it does so bleed. if i could, i would take on myself the burden that you do bear. but there are things that you know not, but that you shall know, and bless me for knowing, though they are not pleasant things. john, my child, you have been my friend now many years, and yet did you ever know me to do any without good cause? i may err - i am but man; but i believe in all i do. was it not for these causes that you send for me when the great trouble came? yes! were you not amazed, nay horrified, when i would not let arthur kiss his love - though she was dying- and snatched him away by all my strength? yes! and yet you saw how she thanked me, with her so beautiful dying eyes, her voice, too, so weak, and she kiss my rough old hand and bless me? yes! and did you not hear me swear promise to her, that so she closed her eyes grateful? yes!
"well, i have good reason now for all i want to do. you have for many years trust me; you have believe me weeks past, when there be things so strange that you might have well doubt. believe me yet a little, friend john. if you trust me not, then i must tell what i think; and that is not perhaps well. and if i work - as work i shall, no matter trust or no trust - without my friend trust in me, i work with heavy heart and feel, oh! so lonely when i want all help and courage that may be!" he paused a moment and went on solemnly: "friend john, there are strange and terrible days before us. let us not be two, but one, that so we work to a good end. will you not have faith in me?"
i took his hand, and promised him. i held my door open as he went away, and watched him go into his room and close the door. as i stood without moving, i saw one of the maids pass silently along the passage - she had her back towards me, so did not see me - and go into the room where lucy lay. the sight touched me. devotion is so rare, and we are so grateful to those who show it unasked to those we love. here was a poor girl putting aside the terrors which she naturally had of death to go watch alone by the bier of the mistress whom she loved, so that the poor clay might not be lonely till laid to eternal rest...
i must have slept long and soundly, for it was broad daylight when van helsing waked me by coming into my room. he came over to my bedside and said:
"you need not trouble about the knives; we shall not do it."
"why not?" i asked. for his solemnity of the night before had greatly impressed me.
"because," he said sternly, "it is too late - or too early. see!" here he held up the little golden crucifix. "this was stolen in the night."
"how, stolen," i asked in wonder, "since you have it now?"
"because i get it back from the worthless wretch who stole it, from the woman who robbed the dead and the living. her punishment will surely come, but not through me; she knew not altogether what she did, and thus unknowing she only stole. now we must wait."
he went away on the word, leaving me with a new mystery to think of, a new puzzle to grapple with.
the forenoon was a dreary time, but at noon the solicitor came: mr. marquand, of wholeman, sons, marquand & lidderdale. he was very genial and very appreciative of what we had done, and took off our hands all cares as to details. during lunch he told us that mrs. westenra had for some time expected sudden death from her heart, and had put her affairs in absolute order; he informed us that, with the exception of a certain entailed property of lucy's father's which now, in default of direct issue, went back to a distant branch of the family, the whole estate, real and personal, was left absolutely to arthur holmwood. when he had told us so much he went on:
"frankly we did our best to prevent such a testamentary disposition, and pointed out certain contingencies that might leave her daughter either penniless or not so free as she should be to act regarding a matrimonial alliance. indeed, we pressed the matter so far that we almost came into collision, for she asked us if we were or were not prepared to carry out her wishes. of course, we had then no alternative but to accept. we were right in principle, and ninety-nine times out of a hundred we should have proved, by the logic of events, the accuracy of our judgment. frankly, however, i must admit that in this case any other form of disposition would have rendered impossible the carrying out of her wishes. for by her predeceasing her daughter the latter would have come into possession of the property, and, even had she only survived her mother by five minutes, her property would, in case there were no will - and a will was a practical impossibility in such a case - have been treated at her decease as under intestacy. in which case lord godalming, though so dear a friend, would have had no claim in the world; and the inheritors, being remote, would not be likely to abandon their just rights, for sentimental reasons regarding an entire stranger. i assure you, my dear sirs, i am rejoiced at the result, perfectly rejoiced."
he was a good fellow, but his rejoicing at the one little part - in which he was officially interested- of so great a tragedy, was an object-lesson in the limitations of sympathetic understanding.
he did not remain long, but said he would look in later in the day and see lord godalming. his coming, however, had been a certain comfort to us, since it assured us that we should not have to dread hostile criticism as to any of our acts. arthur was expected at five o'clock, so a little before that time we visited the death-chamber. it was so in very truth, for now both mother and daughter lay in it. the undertaker, true to his craft, had made the best display he could of his goods, and there was a mortuary air about the place that lowered our spirits at once. van helsing ordered the former arrangement to be adhered to, explaining that, as lord godalming was coming very soon, it would be less harrowing to his feelings to see all that was left of his fiancee quite alone. the undertaker seemed shocked at his own stupidity, and exerted himself to restore things to the condition in which we left them the night before, so that when arthur came such shocks to his feelings as we could avoid were saved.
poor fellow! he looked desperately sad and broken; even his stalwart manhood seemed to have shrunk somewhat under the strain of his much-tried emotions. he had, i knew, been very genuinely and devotedly attached to his father; and to lose him, and at such a time, was a bitter blow to him. with me he was warm as ever, and to van helsing he was sweetly courteous; but i could not help seeing that there was some constraint with him. the professor noticed it, too, and motioned me to bring him upstairs. i did so, and left him at the door of the room, as i felt he would like to be quite alone with her; but he took my arm and led me in, saying huskily:
"you loved her too, old fellow; she told me all about it, and there was no friend had a closer place in her heart than you. i don't know how to thank you for all you have done for her. i can't think yet..."
here he suddenly broke down, and threw his arms round my shoulders and laid his head on my breast, crying:
"oh, jack! jack! what shall i do? the whole of life seems gone from me all at once, and there is nothing in the wide world for me to live for."
i comforted him as well as i could. in such cases men do not need much expression. a grip of the hand, the tightening of an arm over the shoulder, a sob in unison, are expressions of sympathy dear to a man's heart. i stood still and silent till his sobs died away, and then i said softly to him:
"come and look at her."
together we moved over to the bed, and i lifted the lawn from her face. god! how beautiful she was. every hour seemed to be enhancing her loveliness. it frightened and amazed me somewhat; and as for arthur, he fell a-trembling, and finally was shaken with doubt as with an ague. at last, after a long pause, he said to me in a faint whisper:
"jack, is she really dead?"
i assured him sadly that it was so, and went on to suggest - for i felt that such a horrible doubt should not have life for a moment longer than i could help - that it often happened that after death faces became softened and even resolved into their youthful beauty; that this was especially so when death had been preceded by any acute or prolonged suffering. it seemed to quite do away with any doubt, and, after kneeling beside the couch for a while and looking at her lovingly and long, he turned aside. i told him that that must be good-bye, as the coffin had to be prepared; so he went back and took her dead hand in his and kissed it, and bent over and kissed her forehead. he came away, fondly looking back over his shoulder at her as he came.
i left him in the drawing-room, and told van helsing that he had said good-bye; so the latter went to the kitchen to tell the undertaker's men to proceed with the preparations and to screw up the coffin. when he came out of the room again i told him of arthur's question, and he replied:
"i am not surprised. just now i doubted for a moment myself!"
we all dined together, and i could see that poor art was trying to make the best of things. van helsing had been silent all dinner-time; but when we had lit our cigars he said:
"lord -;" but arthur interrupted him:
"no, no, not that, for god's sake! not yet at any rate. forgive me, sir: i did not mean to speak offensively; it is only because my loss is so recent."
the professor answered very sweetly:
"i only used that name because i was in doubt. i must not call you 'mr.,'and i have grown to love you- yes, my dear boy, to love you as arthur."
arthur held out his hand, and took the old man's warmly.

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"call me what you will," he said. "i hope i may always have the title of a friend. and let me say that i am at a loss for words to thank you for your goodness to my poor dear." he paused a moment, and went on: "i know that she understood your goodness even better than i do; and if i was rude or in any way wanting at that time you acted so - you remember" - the professor nodded - "you must forgive me."
he answered with a grave kindness:
"i know it was hard for you to quite trust me then, for to trust such violence needs to understand; and i take it that you do not - that you cannot - trust me now, for you do not yet understand. and there may be more times when i shall want you to trust when you cannot - and may not - and must not yet understand. but the time will come when your trust shall be whole and complete in me, and when you shall understand as though the sunlight himself shone through. then you shall bless me from first to last for your own sake, and for the sake of others, and for her dear sake to whom i swore to protect."
"and, indeed, indeed, sir," said arthur warmly, "i shall in all ways trust you. i know and believe you have a very noble heart, and you are jack's friend, and you were hers. you shall do what you like."
the professor cleared his throat a couple of times, as though about to speak, and finally said:
"may i ask you something now?"
"certainly."
"you know that mrs. westenra left you all her property?"
"no, poor dear; i never thought of it."
"and as it is all yours, you have a right to deal with it as you will. i want you to give me permission to read all miss lucy's papers and letters. believe me, it is no idle curiosity. i have a motive of which, be sure, she would have approved. i have them all here. i took them before we knew that all was yours, so that no strange hand might touch them- no strange eye look through words into her soul. i shall keep them, if i may; even you may not see them yet, but i shall keep them safe. no word shall be lost; and in the good time i shall give them back to you. it's a hard thing i ask, but you will do it, will you not, for lucy's sake?"
arthur spoke out heartily, like his old self:
"dr. van helsing, you may do what you will. i feel that in saying this i am doing what my dear one would have approved. i shall not trouble you with questions till the time comes."
the old professor stood up as he said solemnly:
"and you are right. there will be pain for us all; but it will not be all pain, nor will this pain be the last. we and you too - you most of all, my dear boy - will have to pass through the bitter water before we reach the sweet. but we must be brave of heart and unselfish, and do our duty, and all will be well!"
i slept on a sofa in arthur's room that night. van helsing did not go to bed at all. he went to and fro, as if patrolling the house, and was never out of sight of the room where lucy lay in her coffin, strewn with the wild garlic flowers, which sent, through the odour of lily and rose, a heavy, overpowering smell into the night.

mina harker's journal.

22 september - in the train to exeter. jonathan sleeping.
it seems only yesterday that the last entry was made, and yet how much between then, in whitby and all the world before me, jonathan away and no news of him; and now, married to jonathan, jonathan a solicitor, a partner, rich, master of his business, mr. hawkins dead and buried, and jonathan with another attack that may harm him. some day he may ask me about it. down it all goes. i am rusty in my shorthand - see what unexpected prosperity does for us - so it may be as well to freshen it up again with an exercise anyhow.
the service was very simple and very solemn. there were only ourselves and the servants there, one or two old friends of his from exeter, his london agent, and a gentleman representing sir john paxton, the president of the incorporated law society. jonathan and i stood hand in hand, and we felt that our best and dearest friend was gone from us.
we came back to town quietly, taking a bus to hyde park corner. jonathan thought it would interest me to go into the row for a while, so we sat down; but there were very few people there, and it was sad-looking and desolate to see so many empty chairs. it made us think of the empty chair at home; so we got up and walked down piccadilly. jonathan was holding me by the arm, the way he used to in old days before i went to school. i felt it very improper, for you can't go on for some years teaching etiquette and decorum to other girls without the pedantry of it biting into yourself a bit; but it was jonathan, and he was my husband, and we didn't know anybody who saw us - and we didn't care if they did - so on we walked. i was looking at a very beautiful girl, in a big cart-wheel flat, sitting in a victoria outside giuliano's, when i felt jonathan clutch my arm so tight that he hurt me, and he said under his breath: "my god!" i am always anxious about jonathan, for i fear that some nervous fit may upset him again; so i turned to him quickly, and asked him what it was that disturbed him.
he was very pale, and his eyes seemed bulging out as, half in terror and half in amazement, he gazed at a tall, thin man, with a beaky nose and black moustache and pointed beard, who was also observing the pretty girl. he was looking at her so hard that he did not see either of us, and so i had a good view of him. his face was not a good face; it was hard, and cruel, and sensual, and his big white teeth, that looked all the whiter because his lips were so red, were pointed like an animal's. jonathan kept staring at him, till i was afraid he would notice. i feared he might take it ill, he looked so fierce and nasty. i asked jonathan why he was disturbed, and he answered, evidently thinking i knew as much about it as he did: "do you see who it is?"
"no, dear," i said; "i don't know him; who is it?" his answer seemed to shock and thrill me, for it was said as if he did not know that it was to me, mina, to whom he was speaking:
"it is the man himself!"
the poor dear was evidently terrified at something - very greatly terrified; i do believe that if he had not had me to lean on and to support him he would have sunk down. he kept staring; a man came out of the shop with a small parcel, and gave it to the lady, who then drove off. the dark man kept his eyes fixed on her, and when the carriage moved up piccadilly he followed in the same direction, and hailed a hansom. jonathan kept looking after him, and said, as if to himself.
"i believe it is the count, but he has grown young. my god, if this be so! oh, my god! my god! if i only knew! if i only knew!" he was distressing himself so much that i feared to keep his mind on the subject by asking him any questions, so i remained silent. i drew him away quietly, and he, holding my arm, came easily. we walked a little further, and then went in and sat for a while in the green park. it was a hot day for autumn, and there was a comfortable seat in a shady place. after a few minutes staring at nothing, jonathan's eyes closed, and he went quietly into a sleep, with his head on my shoulder. i thought it was the best thing for him, so did not disturb him. in about twenty minutes he woke up, and said to me quite cheerfully:
"why, mina, i have been asleep! oh, do forgive me for being so rude. come, and we'll have a cup of tea somewhere." he had evidently forgotten all about the dark stranger, as in his illness he had forgotten all that this episode had reminded him of. i don't like this lapsing into forgetfulness; it may make or continue some injury to the brain. i must not ask him, for fear i shall do more harm than good; but i must somehow learn the facts of his journey abroad. the time is come, i fear, when i must open that parcel and know what is written. oh, jonathan, you will, i know, forgive me if i do wrong, but it is for your own dear sake.
later. - a sad home-coming in every way- the house empty of the dear soul who was so good to us; jonathan still pale and dizzy under a slight relapse of his malady; and now a telegram from van helsing, whoever he may be:
"you will be grieved to hear that mrs. westenra died five days ago, and that lucy died the day before yesterday. they were both buried to-day."
oh, what a wealth of sorrow in a few words! poor mrs. westenra! poor lucy gone, gone, never to return to us! and poor, poor arthur, to have lost such sweetness out of his life! god help us all to bear our troubles.

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dr. seward's diary.

22 september. - it is all over. arthur has gone back to ring, and has taken quincey morris with him. what a fine fellow is quincey! i believe in my heart of hearts that he suffered as much about lucy's death as any of us; but he bore himself through it like a moral viking. if america can go on breeding men like that, she will be a power in the world indeed. van helsing is lying down, having a rest preparatory to his journey. he goes over to amsterdam to-night, but says he returns to-morrow night; that he only wants to make some arrangements which can only be made personally. he is to stop with me then, if he can; he says he has work to do in london which may take him some time. poor old fellow! i fear that the strain of the past week has broken down even his iron strength. all the time of the burial he was, i could see, putting some terrible restraint on himself. when it was all over, we were standing beside arthur, who, poor fellow, was speaking of his part in the operation where his blood had been transfused to his lucy's veins; i could see van helsing's face grow white and purple by turns. arthur was saying that he felt since then as if they two had been really married, and that she was his wife in the sight of god. none of us said a word of the other operations, and none of us ever shall. arthur and quincey went away together to the station, and van helsing and i came on here. the moment we were alone in the carriage he gave way to a regular fit of hysterics. he has denied to me since that it was hysterics, and insisted that it was only his sense of humour asserting itself under very terrible conditions. he laughed till he cried, and i had to draw down the blinds lest any one should see us and misjudge; and then he cried till he laughed again; and laughed and cried together, just as a woman does. i tried to be stern with him, as one is to a woman under the circumstances; but it had no effect. men and women are so different in manifestations of nervous strength or weakness! then where his face grew grave and stern again i asked him why his mirth, and why at such a time. his reply was in a way characteristic of him, for it was logical and forceful and mysterious. he said:
"ah, you don't comprehend, friend john. do not think that i am not sad, though i laugh. see, i have cried even when the laugh did choke me. but no more think that i am all sorry when i cry, for the laugh he come just the same. keep it always with you that laughter who knock at your door and say, 'may i come in?' is not the true laughter. no! he is a king, and he come when and how he like. he ask no person; he choose no time of suitability. he say, 'i am here.' behold, in example i grieve my heart out for that so sweet young girl; i give my blood for her, though i am old and worn; i give my time, my skill, my sleep; i let my other sufferers want that so she may have all. and yet i can laugh at her very grave - laugh when the clay from the spade of the sexton drop upon her coffin and say. 'thud! thud!' to my heart, till it send back the blood from my cheek. my heart bleed for that poor boy - that dear boy, so of the age of mine own boy had i been so blessed that he live, and with his hair and eyes the same. there, you know now why i love him so. and yet when he say things that touch my husband-heart to the quick, and make my father-heart yearn to him as to no other man- not even to you, friend john, for we are more level in experiences than father and son- yet even at such moment king laugh he come to me and shout and bellow in my ear, 'here i am! here i am!' till the blood come dance back and bring some of the sunshine that he carry with him to my cheek. oh, friend john, it is a strange world, a sad world, a world full of miseries, and woes, and troubles; and yet when king laugh come he make them all dance to the tune he play. bleeding hearts, and dry bones of the churchyard, and tears that burn as they fall - all dance together to the music that he make with that smileless mouth of him. and believe me, friend john, that he is good to come, and kind. ah, we men and women are like ropes drawn tight with strain that pull us different ways. then tears come; and, like the rain on the ropes, they brace us up, until perhaps the strain become too great, and we break. but king laugh he come like the sunshine, and he ease off the strain again; and we bear to go on with our labour what it may be."
i did not like to wound him by pretending not to see his idea; but, as i did not yet understand the cause of his laughter, i asked him. as he answered the his face grew stern, and he said in quite a different tone:
"oh, it was the grim irony of it all- this so lovely lady garlanded with flowers, that looked so fair as life, till one by one we wondered if she were truly dead; she laid in that so fine marble house in that lonely churchyard, where rest so many of her kin, laid there with the mother who loved her, and whom she loved; and that sacred bell going 'toll! toll! toll!' so sad and slow; and those holy men, with the white garments of the angel, pretending to read books, and yet all the time their eyes never on the page; and all of us with the bowed head. and all for what? she is dead; so! is it not?" "well, for the life of me, professor," i said, "i can't see anything to laugh at in all that. why, your explanation makes it a harder puzzle than before. but even if the burial service was comic, what about poor art and his trouble? why, his heart was simply breaking."
"just so. said he not that the transfusion of his blood to her veins had made her truly his bride?"
"yes, and it was a sweet and comforting idea for him."
"quite so. but there was a difficulty, friend john. if so that, then what about the others? ho, ho! there this so sweet maid is a polyandrist, and me, with my poor wife dead to me, but alive by church's law, though no wits, all gone - even i, who am faithful husband to this now-no-wife, am bigamist."
"i don't see where the joke comes in there either!" i said; and i did not feel particularly pleased with him for saying such things. he laid his hand on my arm, and said:
"friend john, forgive me if i pain. i showed not my feeling to others when it would wound, but only to you, my old friend, whom i can trust. if you could have looked into my very heart then when i want to laugh; if you could have done so when the laugh arrived; if you could do so now, when king laugh have pack up his crown and all that is to him - for he go far, far away from me, and for a long, long time - maybe you would perhaps pity me the most of all."
i was touched by the tenderness of his tone, and asked why.
"because i know!"
and now we are all scattered; and for many a long day loneliness will sit over our roofs with brooding wings. lucy lies in the tomb of her kin, a lordly death-house in a lonely churchyard, away from teeming london; where the air is fresh, and the sun rises over hampstead hill, and where wild flowers grow of their own accord.
so i can finish this diary; and god only knows if i shall ever begin another. if i do, or i i even open this again, it will be to deal with different people and different themes; for here at the end, where the romance of my life is told, ere i go back to take up the thread of my life-work, i say sadly and without hope,

"finis."
"the westminister gazette," 25 september
a hampstead mystery.

the neighbourhood of hampstead is just at present exercised with a series of events which seem to run on lines parallel to those of what was known to the writers of headlines as "the kensington horror," or "the stabbing woman," or "the woman in black." during the past two or three days several cases have occurred of young children straying from home or neglecting to return from their playing on the heath. in all these cases the children were too young to give any properly intelligible account of themselves, but the consensus of their excuses is that they had been with a "bloofer lady." it has always been late in the evening when they have been missed, and on two occasions the children have not been found until early in the following morning. it is generally supposed in the neighbourhood that, as the first child missed gave as his reason for being away that a "bloofer lady" had asked him to come for a walk, the others had picked up the phrase and used it as occasion served. this is the more natural as the favourite game of the little ones at present is luring each other away by wiles. a correspondent writes us that to see some of the tiny tots pretending to be the "bloofer lady" is supremely funny. some of our caricaturists might, he says, take a lesson in the irony of grotesque by comparing the reality and the picture. it is only in accordance with general principles of human nature that the "bloofer lady" should be the popular role at these al fresco performances. our correspondent naively says that even ellen terry could not be so willingly attractive as some of these grubby-faced little children pretend - and even imagine themselves - to be.
there is, however, possibly a serious side to the question, for some of the children, indeed all who have been missed at night, have been slightly torn or wounded in the throat. the wounds seem such as might be made by a rat or a small dog, and although of not much importance individually, would tend to show that whatever animal inflicts them has a system or method of its own. the police of the division have been instructed to keep a sharp look-out for straying children, especially when very young, in and around hampstead heath, and for any stray dog which may be about.

"the westminister gazette," 25 september.
extra special.
the hampstead horror.
another child injured.
the "bloofer lady."

we have just received intelligence that another child, missed last night, was only discovered late in the morning under a furze bush at the shooter's hill side of hampstead heath, which is, perhaps, less frequented than the other parts. it has the same tiny wound in the throat as has been noticed in other cases. it was terribly weak, and looked quite emaciated. it too, when partially restored, had the common story to tell of being lured away by the "bloofer lady."