2016-8-12 04:19 编辑 <br /><br /> 我会和你在一起(With You I'll Be)
作者:PARKA GIRL
人物:杰拉德/欧文
分级:PG
那是迟早都会来的一刻,史蒂文终于了解到,任何事情都是能讲的通的。因为他再也不担心了。当然,他有需要担心的事情,但这,不是其中的一件。
他会因迈克尔离开苦恼的。他一定会在意,因为那的确是真的,他恨皇家马德里。哦,不是真正的恨,但也基本上差不多了,他倒不是不想耍点什么手段对付贝克汉姆。
他一定会想念和迈克尔一起踢球的时光的。和他离开足球后想念那荫荫绿草的清新味道,在绿茵场上拼搏的感觉不一样,却也极其相近。迈克尔的离开也许不是问题,因为现在,迈克尔正在他(指杰拉德)的床上,这就可以了,他不必去担心。
明天将是他们最后一次在一起训练。明天将是他们在同一个队伍的最后一天。但还好,这同一个队伍还不是英格兰。从明天起,任何事情都将不再那么合情合理了。他将不得不假装自己还很开心。他将不得不去喜欢一个新的队友,哈维什么的,又或者是其他人。
他将不得不认同这些变化,认同周围的一切。
但那确实是真真切切的伤害。因为迈克尔是利物浦人。他是红军人,就和剩下的队里的人一样。迈克尔属于这里。印象中的他就在这里。但杰拉德现在不去想那些没用的**。他转过身看着身边正在睡觉的迈克尔。因为不久之后,这些就再也不会出现了。
With You I'll Be
There is a moment in time when Steven knows that everything makes sense. He knows because he doesn't worry anymore. Sure, he has things to worry about, but this isn't one of them.
He should be upset that Michael is leaving. He should care, because it is Real and he hates Real. Well, not really hates, but the equivalent, not that he minds not playing Beckham.
But, really, he'll miss playing with Michael. Not like he'd miss the smell of fresh cut grass if he quit football, but close. But it doesn't matter because right now Michael's in his bed and that's okay. He doesn't have to worry.
Tomorrow will be the last time they train together. Tomorrow will be the last time they'll be together on the same team. At least, the same team that's not England. Tomorrow everything will stop making sense. He'll have to pretend to be happy. He'll have to like the new kid, Xabi something or other.
He'll have to be okay with all of this.
But it hurts. Because Michael is Liverpool. He's red, like the rest of the team. Michael belongs there. He's supposed to be there. But he's not supposed to think about this stuff now. So he doesn't. He turns onto his side and watches Michael sleep. Because in a few days, this won't exist anymore.
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